I am a girl who born in 1981/11/28, I have been living for over 18 years. I have many memories in Macau, the people whom I know, the people whom I care and the people whom I love, however till now I cannot find my best friend and lover, since I cannot say out the meaning of friendship and love. I am going to Beijing to study, it seems that it is my dream, but I really don't know how I get this dream. I like that, that is never ask myself why: why I like drama, why I enjoy in eatting ice-cream, I just simply do it, because I believe I will be and have to be happy. I don't like the feeling of unahppy or boring, however I can say that even when you see I am smiling, my smile means a lot...
To tell the truth, I like crying, the feeling of crying is that I have collasped, I need not pretend I am strong.
To tell the truth, I am a coward guy, I afraid of many things, but I will not show it to you.
I like places where there is many people so that I can feel I am not OUT, but I like places where there is nobody, so that I can feel QUIET. I hate people keep on talking, I always think that they are talking nonsense words, I hate people say XXX, some what like: how is your mother...But at the same time, I say also...I am so conflict, I hate people doing this and that, but when I do so, I will give 1000 explainations to myself to suppert myself that I am still a good girl. What is the main point of doing that? That is: I still have meaning on living...I have done some of my dream, how about you? where is your dream, high in the moon?
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I am still what I am , a girl who have born in 1981/11/28.
